Profile
x Name: Someone from this world
x Alternate Name: Joanne
x Nick Name: CaSpEr tHe FrIEndLy gHoST
x Address: Somewhere in Singapore
x Gender: Female
x Birthday: 27th April 1983 (Don't forget my presents leh. Hehe!)
x Horoscope: Taurus
x Status: Single (Still looking for my Prince Charming or do you want to recommend me any?)
x Primary School: Yangzheng
x Secondary School: Deyi
x Polytechnic: Temasek (Computer Engineering)
x Friends: All The People I Know...Hope we can still keep in touch.
x Strengths: Friendly, Kind, Cheerful, Easy Going, Happy Go Lucky...
x Weaknesses: Shy, Timid, Quiet, Inferior, Lack Of Confidence...
x Hobbies: Surfing Net, Play Computer Games, Listen To Music, Watching Tv, Day Dreaming & Do Nothing...
x Tagline: Don't Worry & Be Happy! ;p
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Contact Me
x MSN: joannelpk@hotmail.com
x Email: Same as above
x Friendster & FaceBook: Same as above
x ICQ: Forget liao le, seldom use it
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Favourites
x Foods: Sushi, Pasta, Dim Sum, Steamboat
x Desserts: Chinese Desserts such as Yam Paste & Tang Yuan, Ice Cream, Cheese Cake
x Fruits: Papaya, Watermelon, Honey Drew, Strawberry
x Drinks: Papaya Milk, Barley, Green Tea
x Colour: Pink, Pastels, Black
x Pets: Dogs (Golden Retriever, Siberian Husky, Collie)
x Flowers: Roses (Pink is my favourite, any other colours will do except RED)
x Countries: Europe, USA, Australia, Japan, Korea, Taiwan...
x Songs: I love to listen to music but I do not like Techno, Trance or loud music kind.
x Movies/Series: I love to watch TVB Series, follow by Taiwan Idol Series and then Korean Series.
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Dislikes
x Insects especially 'Xiao Qiang' and those that fly. Even small ones I am also scared. Eeeee....
x Myself
x Living Life
x Working Life
x No soft toys though I know they are very cute
No more jig saw puzzles because I got no place to hang and I got too many at home
No more perfume because I have too many and I can't finished them
No more beauty or body care products because I seldom used it
No Mugs / Glasses, Cups too many to use liao
No Piggy Bank, Photo Frame, Photo Album
No Display / Decorative Stuffs
No Towel, HP Accessories such as HP Holder, Keychain, Strap, Pouch etc...
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Wishlists
x Likes / Wants To Do: Holiday @ Bintan, Batam & Redang, Watch fireflies, Taiwan, Korea, Australia, Japan, Travel Travel Travel & Relax...
x Concerts That I Want To Go: Jay Chou, JJ Lin Jun Jie, Fei Lun Hai, Andy Lau, S.H.E, Mayday, Lu Chen Magic Show
x Harry Potter (All Series 1 - 5 currently, waiting for the whole series) Extended DVDs, 一切完美 1 & 2 DVDs
x Series want to watch only: 咏春 (Innoform Media), 天使情人 (Innoform Media)
x 滿城盡帶黃金甲 DVD, JJ Latest Best Collection CDs, JJ Westside MTV/KTV (Still Unknown), JJ New Album MTV/KTV (Still Unknown), JJ 曹操 改版, 周杰伦 我很忙 MTV/KTV (Still Unknown), 周杰伦 New Album MTV/KTV (Still Unknown), 周杰伦 J Ⅲ, 周杰伦 Initial J, Partners (All Cds Unless Stated)
x S.H.E New Album, S.H.E New Album MTV/KTV (Still Unknown), S.H.E - Ella薔薔紀念EP, S.H.E 美丽新世界 KTV VCDs, 最爱S.H.E冬日音乐纪念册, Wilber Pan 2006-2007 Around The World Concert Tour DVD, Luo Zhi Xiang Best Show Collectible Edition CD+DVD (All Cds Unless Stated)
x Cookbook (Recipes Book, best is local type because it will not be so difficult to get the ingredients in Singapore, I like Desserts especially Local Desserts), Beauty Book (Such as Hair, Makeup, Nails), Pictures & Books & Posters & stuffs on JJ Lin Jun Jie, Jay Chou & Wu Zun
x Harry Potter Book 5 (Children Cover), Numerology Book By Hans Decoz, Oven, Ice Blender, All in 1 Photo Printer, Makeover
x Bags, Hair Dryer & Hair Styler Set, Sport Shoe, Tennis Racket, Osim UZap
x More Time & A Successful Life & More $$$...Hahaha
x Joy 'n' Peace
x To Pass All My Exams (If Any) With Flying Colours And To Travel Around The World & Setup My Own Business & Leading A Happy Simple Life...
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Top 10 Things That I Want The Most
x Study (Still not sure what I am interested in)
x Slim Down (365 Days)
x JJ Lin Jun Jie Concert (March 2009)
x Driving (March 2009)
x Taiwan Trip (October 2009)
x Polymer Clay/Craft
x Tennis
x Japanese/Cantonese
x Magic
x Numerology
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Last Updated : 30 January 2009
Stop Everything! What Do You Want?
Stop torturing yourself. Do not know why you so persist in this relationship where you see it clearly. And you know it clearly yourself. The answer is out clearly. Everything is clear enough. Haiz...What exactly do you want or what do you expect? I really don't know.
Seeing how my friend is going through. It make me feel so terrible and hurt too. Wo ai mo neng zhu. I really can't do anything. Perhaps I have not reach that stage yet so I not sure how deep is their love. Haiz. Jie Bu Kai De Qing. Fang Bu Kai De Ai. Jue Ding Dao Di Shi Shen Me?
Can't let go but yet choose to break. Then break le, yet still want to get back. Have not get back, yet still wish for something out from that person. That is tough lor. That person is already like that le, and it is difficult to change him or want him to change for your sake. I think both parties have to respect one another and not wanting to change one another. Know one another already like that le, so should not force things. Let nature take it course. And you should not cherish so much hope in it. The greatest the hope in, the bigger disappointment you will have. Your blog have been filled up with all the unhappiness and all about him. Haiz...
Ask yourself what you really like in him? I think you are just chasing after those affections that she wants lor. Like serial like that, so loving, so caring, so sweet, so romantic etc....BUT where can you find this kind of person. This person will never never appear in this world. The kind of perfect guy that everyone want. Even if there is this kind of person existing, well, is extinct le. Not available... Haha...Ask yourself why you like him? He is quiet type, he is those bu jie wen rou, he is those who cannot express himself, he is just him. If you are looking for these, he can't give, and he can't do it. What can you do?
Feel so disappointed in you. Because everytime you say not going to write on him le, or not going to think of him le, don't want to bug him le. But yet you still do it. You yourself also cannot control yourself, so how i going to help you. Nan dao zhen de mei you ta jiu bu xing le ma. Nan dao zhen de mei you ta jiu huo bu xia qu le ma? Days after days, each entry get even more bei ai. Haiz...I feel that you have think too much liao le. If you don't think too far, just simple, everything will be fine and happy. Ai qing bu neng zuo bi jiao. Ren bi ren hui qi shi ren de. I thought 2 person get together, happy is the most important things. And as long as he treat you well, he love you and both of you are happy, that is good enough liao le. Haiz...
Everybody have expectation on their other half. But why make one another unhappy? I really don't know. I also wish for someone who is caring to me, who is sweet to me, who is romantic to me, who can yang wo etc.... I just want to be a xing fu xiao nuu ren. But well, can this really come true. We don't know. Are we si si dou yao persue in it?
At first say don' t want to get married so young but now wish to get marry and hope someone want you. I feel that you are seeking for security. It is not the right way leh.
You got help yourself. I really don't know how can I help you. I also don't want to bug you too. If you don't want to tell me anything, I am fine one. I am not that kind who is a petty person or a person who probe in wanting to know everything. If you want to say, I will be a good listening ear but not advising what you need to do.
I think everything is a wrong start. You should not get together with him. Or even get together, you should not play that game. Knowing the truth really hurt. Since you decide to give him 1 more chance, yet still expecting more from him. He can't take it. You also cannot accept it. What for again? Haiz...
If so unwilling then why in the first place mention it, now he give you his answer and you cannot accept it. What for? What for torture yourself? What for holding on to it? You got to learn how to take and put down. Holding on too much won't do you any good lor. You were looking so fake when I see you. Haiz...Trying to look happy. But in fact you don't look happy at all. I am your friend. I can feel it. You don't have to hide. You should know me. I know you since Year 1 and know mostly about you and know about your boyfriends. Though I know nothing much about what really happened now, but I roughly guess it liao le. I know something seem serious. But anyway I will not ask you. Don't hide, this only make you more terrible. If want to cry, just cry, if want to let go, just let go. Really trust me! This cannot go on, sooner or later, will go mad one. Haha...
Whatever you do, I will always support you. Just make sure you don't regret in your decision. Guess that you have make a lot of wrong decision in life. Same goes to everyone. But still got chance to make up. Just cherish what you have in hand and think it through calmly and know yourself what you really want.
♥ Dream Do Come TRUE ♥ @ 11:24 PM