Fatter
Oh no, I am getting fatter liao le...Sad sia...I can feel it leh. Cannot, I must CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL. Haiz...No choice leh...everytime go out, I sure eat one. Even if I don't eat, I see other eat, I sure want to eat. Even I don't want to eat, they sure ask me eat. Haha...Food is everywhere.
Best is I work afternoon, so I wake up eat 1 meal and go work then dinner eat 1 meal. Go home, nothing to eat liao le, so I don't go find food to eat. Haha...If work morning, I wake up eat, go work then lunch eat. And back home eat dinner. Ahhhh.....
I like to eat leh....But of course I am not that lang tuan hu yan type. And I eat a bit will be full. I usually eat a lot of fruits when I eat buffet one. So not worth to eat buffet. But I like to try out all kinds of food. Yummy Yummy. My favourite ice cream and chocolate. I can't eat them so often, as I scared of grow fat. So sad leh. If only i can eat and won't grow fat that will be great. $$ also a problem lor. Food now all qi jia le and quantity decrease. So little and so expensive. Cost $30+ but not full one. Haha...So think don't eat and save $$.
♥ Dream Do Come TRUE ♥ @ 4:20 PM
Stupid Hard Disk
Wow feel so sian in using computer liao le...I don't feel like going online. I just went to watch my vcds. So angry and fed up. Haiz...Everytime window crashed, here problem there problem. Got a slave hard disk as backup data, but still in the end got problem, cannot open the drive, corrupted or cannot be read. Then it state need to be formatted. Wow sian leh...All my data, resume, mp3, movies, anime, pictures, html, favourites all cannot open. Going to send it to sim lim for repair. Hope it can be retrieve. I really want to kill myself liao le...I can forgo the mp3, anime, movie. But the rest, I must retrive it back lor. $ not a problem, as long it can be done. Those data are wu jia de. I cannot remember all the stuffs that I have in it. I can't possible go and get it back. Really so sian leh. Just like the stuffs that I wrote online, if explorer close down, I will not write again le, because feeling not there le, I cannot remember what I wrote in it too.
In fact I think I have change a lot liao le...In the past, if this happen, I just shout and scold, my anger will not be so fast over. But now I think I have grown more patience in it. I have learnt to let go. Or perhaps I don't want to bother. I don't want to make myself so fan. I believe there is a way, so no point in blowing my top. Haha...
But still, I am bad temper. My mother had said to me, I seldom blow my top, if I angry, I will blow my top and very fierce one. Just like I seldom sick, if sick it will be big illness. Haha..So you all know what to do. As I said, I don't get angry easily. If you really can make me angry, then I counted you power. So don't force me to blow my top ah. But funny is that, when I blow my top, tears will keep on dropping one. Wow cannot control one.
I hope the data can be recover.
Lesson learnt: Burn all data to CD. Haha...
♥ Dream Do Come TRUE ♥ @ 1:29 AM
HUMAN THEORY!
READ OR DON'T READ YOU DECIDE
BUT PLEASE NO COMMENT, NO QUESTION. THIS IS MY BLOG, MY VOICE & MY LIFE.
How come things turn out this way? I thought we have said liao le, back to square one. Who keep digging it out? How my goodness, please turn back the time.
I think there is a lot of misunderstanding going around our group...Why like this?
Someone say this to someone
Someone say that to someone
Someone say wrong things to someone
Someone concern someone
Someone angry with someone
Someone upset with someone
Someone don't know something
Someone know something
Someone don't want to see someone
Someone is avoiding someone
Someone has talk too much
Someone has think too much
Someone has ask too much
Someone like someone too much
Someone think someone too much
Someone do too much
Someone do too little
Someone believe someone
Someone don't believe someone
Someone trust someone
Someone betray someone
WHO IS THAT SOMEONE? PLEASE STOP IT LOR. Why Human are like this? *Don't know who is that someone. I am not refering to anyone*
It is all a misunderstanding. Everyone is innocent lor. This is so funny. Nobody exactly know what is going on lor.
Yesterday is a public holiday and nan de I am off. Suppose to have a gathering with Agnes, Derrick, Elwyn, Jx and Hp. But then in the end, it turn up back to usual, only Agnes and us. Haha...All cannot make it or got something on. Usual activities, eat and play and chat lor. Then Agnes was going off around evening time. Then ping wanted to learn to play pool and jx suggest asking wq out to tam to play lor. I object because I don't want to play and tampines bu shun lu to my house, good for everyone because all near mah. Haha...But objection failed. :( Wq was so on, we all shocked because thought he got lots of activites, busy man mah. Since wq out liao le, so we ask see ting want to come along too mah.
We did not call ame out because yesterday is a public holiday and then scared she last mintues not free. We know her pattern, she don't like last mintues lor. And thought she might not want to see someone. So did not ask her. We were half and hr late in meeting them. Haha..And nan de wq so early reached first. After all games, we sat down at coffee beans. Well did not expect to see her so late out lor. I and ting were facing jx and ping lor, back faced the path lor, then suddenly all so quiet, I turned and look behind and saw her side view, then tell ting, ting turn and see her back view. Haiz...How come they no call her leh? Jx so bad...Haha...Well I did not gave chase or shout to her because she is with her mother, carrying a lot of things and those who know me, I don't like to shout. Even in work, I was at cashier, phone rang, have to pick up. If need to call someone, I shout, no one can hear because too soft liao le...So I either go out myself to go call the person or ask someone to help me call. Haha...But sometime they say I talk very loud leh...I am already timid and shy by nature liao le...So this is me lor...Will try to improve.
Back to the scene again. So wq msg ame ask if got saw us mah. Though wq got tell us the answer. We thought she might have lie lor. Because that is wq msg her mah. She might have lie to him. Some more jx say he got saw her saw us. So this morning, I ask her again lor. I ask because I care. Well, someone might say i am just kpo. Or saying me who dig it up. Please lor, I just in my blog liao le, everything back to square one lor. For 2 weeks, i did not mention anything lor nor meet up lor. But I do not know if any one of us got talk about it mah or still bothering it or still pestering it mah. I only know I went to watch horror movies with ting, fred and fred's friends and meeting da chou and wenxue and also yesterday. I know what I say might yue miao yue hei. Everyone have their own reason, I have my reason, she have her reason, they have their reason. I did not even mention anything till today then ask lor. How I know they also got ask? Though our network is efficient but sometime some things cannot like that spread one mah. Everyone care, that is why 1 by 1 asking. I ask in afternoon time hor. Who ever have problem, I also got ask. Either sms or msn or call or meet up and ask. May it be big or small lor. We cannot possible tell one another what that person say to u like that mah. Like not good mah. Haiz...
I only scare she will misunderstand us. Surely say we bo xin or whatever. I can only say this is a misunderstanding lor. There is something she don't know, there is something some of us don't know, there is something some of us is unsure, so confusing that is why all so messed up. We choose to believe or not but I believe. It is the feeling that make me believe. Certain things I don't believe because my feeling told me not true. We are all different. Someone choose to believe, someone half believe or someone don't believe. Whatever the case, it is individual judgement. We can't influene the answer or the feeling.
I do not really know how they ask her, I do not really know what they say to her or what they want from her. Or what that make her so angry, upset, unhappy or so frustrated or whatever. But 1 thing is that we all care. If not how come all ask same question. Haha. But I am not expecting anything from her. You can simply tell me don't ask, and I also won't ask. You think I am that kind of person who force people meh. Want to say, just say lor, don't want, just don't say lor.
We are not trying to make the matter to become big lor. We are not waiting to see show, fight or what lor. Anyway it never been a big problem also lor. It is just that someone is seeing so big. So many confusing, so many different type of reaction to the matter. Some think is small, some think is big, some don't care or whatever. Different people have different concern in it. Some think family ties is very very important. Some think love. Some think friendship. I admit sometime we really neglect certain things or certain words. We are not super man or super woman that know everything, that know one another thought and feeling. We are just HUMANS. Everyone interpreting is different. Really lor, sometime people say this and mean this and people might really thought another ways lor. Also our ways of expressing might be different also lor. Sometime we people will do wrong things at wrong time also. Humans is really so complicated and so contradicting things leh. Even I also still do not know understand lor. There are so many different kinds of people with different kinds of characters out there. Not so easy to understand lor. Haha...There is really a lot to learn to become a good human. Human do make mistakes, if human got no mistake, we will not be here because we were a mistake of human. Haha. If no mistake then we are not human le. No one is perfect but we can be a better person.
I also do not know who is wrong, what is wrong, whose fault or whose problem. Even myself is struck in it hanging nowhere. Really luan leh...Can someone please tell me what is going on. I don't seem to figure it out lor. Whatever it is, all just stop it. Peace for all. Whatever it is, just let it go. Yao Lai Shi Zhong Hui Lai, Yao Jian Shi Zhong Hui Jian. The more you explain, the more confusing it become and the more misunderstanding it have. Shi yuan, dang bu liao, shi huo, mi bu liao. Everything will have it solution to it. Just don't worry about it.
I don't care whoever see this day blog. You like it or not, don't like, don't read or don't care that is not my problem. You don't have to tell me. This is my blog. Only me understand it. Haha...I am not trying to write and show to someone or what lor. I am not zhen dui on someone or referring to anyone lor. The Someone is referring to myself and I am just writing it for myself to see.
Though still have a lot to say but my memory again failing so cannot continue in writing. :( Well finally conclusion again----BACK TO SQUARE ONE WITH NO ANSWER. Hahaha...There is a lot of better things to do on earth then getting angry or getting fan. Stay calm always. Take it easy always.
See No Evil, Speak No Evil, Hear no Evil & Be Clever
TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY! DON'T WORRY & BE HAPPY! TAKE CARE!
♥ Dream Do Come TRUE ♥ @ 6:16 PM
Idols
Wow, I got so many Idols leh...Consider very fickle minded. Very long again is Josh Hartnett from Pearl Harbour. I remember I went to download Pearl Harbour movie at Kazaa just to see him again. But then that time still do not know how to use kazaa and also even I completed downloading, I cannot play because I do not know where to get the encoders. Haha...
Followed by is Orlando Bloom from Lord of the rings. I like him very much. I like his character in it. So cool...Chad Michael Murray from Cinderella Story. Not so crazy in him. But still like him. Hey, forgot to mention Brad Pitt, my favourite, handsome leh. I like him in the movie Meet Joe Black and also the movie Troy.
Long time ago, I think I am still in poly, is 5566 (Sun Xie Zhi) from their serial MVP Qing Ren...Remember that Claire gave me some of his posters and cutout of him for my birthday present. Then I like Wang Ren Fu also...He got a cheerful and humorous character. Look cute also. Hehe...
Haha.. then follow by is Energy (Milk) and then Toro, Shu Wei from their concert, I was so crazy in it, buying their vcds, downloading their songs, sorry for not supporting original, no $$ at that time. Haha... After that is Pan Wei Bo from his concert. Then is Hacken Lee from his Fa Wang Yi Ren serial. Then is Net Deception serial, Jack Wu and followed by, it is Initial D, Edison, Jay and Yu Wen Le...NOW IS JJ LIN JUN JIE. Haha...
I also do not know who I like leh. Got too many idols liao le. Got too many to support le. Haha...No time, no $$, to zhui xia qu. I always change target one. I guess I got more than the list above just that I forgot quite a lot liao le. The above list are those that I remember very well, perhaps I like them very much that is why I still remember. I see which movie or serie, I see who I like, I will jump to them lor. ;p But I guess I did not change so often now le. But I like JJ the most. Yeah!
♥ Dream Do Come TRUE ♥ @ 1:04 AM