Actually, sometime I would think that if we never went to SP to work, we will not be struck in that happy environment and would not have went back the second time but then things always have good and bad, good is that we have happy memories and get to know friends that clicked. Bad is that, it is tough to move on, because too good environment that caused us to keep comparing the place with other. There is no turning back. Haiz...What to do, life still have to go on. Just hope that time will tell it.

Now lets travel back to past!

The first batch story have been unfold in Ping blog. So I can skip that and talk more on second batch. TJ, extraordinary hao se de nan ren from the way he always talk and his interest in it. Always like to see mei nu and talk about mei nu. Haha...But he can say a good guy when he is serious and also clever guy lah but very arrogant, always so xiao zhang and xuan yao how good this and that. But overall not bad guy lah. Da Chou, no much different with TJ, just not as hao se as him, a extreme clever and smart guy. Too clever that make me feel so scared at first but now okay le lah. Wen Xue, he is a good guy, a funny guy also. Whenever we see him, we always feel like laughing because he always did funny sound and actions, just like ping say, no need to think joke, the way he talk is already very funny liao le, the way he do thing also very funny. Then we keep playing Zhong Ji Mi Ma, lose do something such as tag price for the invoice, bring carton in, throw rubbish etc...

Well they don't really like YC because they think he is too nagging. Wu Kong ah, haha....In fact, I don't really mind it lah, because we have get used to it liao to his nagging, anyway YC is a good guy, though nagging a bit, but what he say is true lor. He got more life experience than us. In chinese, eat salt more than we do. Haha...Guide us a lot lor. Haha...Though we have little time with this 2nd batch, think less than 2 months but still fun and enjoyable.

From this part onward, the story is copy and paste from my past diary that I have wrote last time. I only did some editing to it.

That particular saturday before we going to going into unhappiness. It is a super sad day. It is about our decision in accepting a stupid post. TJ went for meeting the previous afternoon and then ping ask him to help us about my post. So that morning, he called us out and sit down outside the store. From the pattern his face has tell us that there will not be good new. Haiz. So he say, I will be under review, and he suggest don't wait for the post. Reason that Stupid Idiot HOON gave is not enough bugdet to employ. I act like normal, while ping totally keep quiet and sad, angry. TJ say the store still need people so can keep me till I find job. Haiz. I am feeling uneasy. After work, we meet Ting and headed down to Orchard. Ping still bu gan xin, and call TJ again, ask him to ask again. When night come, my mood was super moody. Really moody. When think of Monday need to go work and it was Ping last day. I super sian liao. Hiaz...why why... Because we are leaving away from each other. We have each other company ever since we graduated, same time got job, same time work and even same time jobless. Haha...Actually I am a strange person, because I would not responded immediately if I received any good or bad news till a few hours later. Because I need time to digest the information and then my mood will start to change. Haha...Strange right?

I remeber Ping went to HQ to sign paper. She still bu gan xin and ask the hr again. This time answer is they have employ people liao. What the hell they doing. So shitty man. He approached us first, earlier than those on interviews. And say we got work popular, got priority yet what is the result. Somemore everybody confirm we can go out together one. But yet, I am left behind, hao ting is under review, bu hao ting is rejected you. If I went to apply the post, I get rejected, never mind lor. But it was he approach us one. If he no intention to employ me, why on earth to ask me to go interview. SO IDIOT HOON. HAIZ....A lot to complain leh. Which I do not want to say anymore. One sentance Wo Bu Gan Xin. Haiz...IDIOT....

Following day, Ping report to work in White Sand. First time get seperated from her. I am so sad. Really leh. No one to accompany liao. No one to talk to liao. I will be lonely. Also I got no face to stay behind. ALL SHITTY HOON FAULT and is also somehow wo men zi cao de. Haiz. If did not accept, we will not be in this stupid shit. What can I say, what is done, cannot be undone. I am damn moody liao. I don't know what I want to say. A lot of things floated in my mind. A lot of complaining....I do not want to think about it. I want to start all over again. Start Afresh from next monday.

A even bad and shocking new received. That day Ping confirmed with me that she will tell her decision to quit popular to her manager that night. I was working as usual. Then TJ suddenly pop out from outside to inside and ask me to go out. I go out and then cannot see him, thought he go where and ask Wenxue and Dachou. Then they say TJ called you ah, and say he go behind. So I went to behind and see him standing there and asking me to come. I could sense something bad is happening from his facial expression. Then he told me, somehow the head and got the news of ping is quiting. That IDIOT HOON also somehow know and TJ also somehow know. In fact, he know liao mah. Haha...and I shocked to ask is it, why they know, how they know. Ping so fast say liao meh. Then he say don't know, may be she leak her plan of leaving to the staff there and they told the head. But anyway, you need to go off with her. Then I har, why. She quit, why I also need to go. They say I must go off within this week, so when you want your last day. I say you decide lor. Then he say will tell me later. And then return all the tags and uniform on your last day. Then I ask, whose decision, who tell him, he say Kar Han. I ask why not that IDIOT HOON say meh. Then he say he do not want to be bad person and nobody want to be a bad person too. When I got back, I told YC the news. And then Wenxue and Dachou pop out in front of me and ask how. And say you need tissue, I buy for you free. Haiz...IDIOT. Sian ah. Then I called Ping, but she is working so cannot answer call and I purposely give her a lot of missed calls so that she will call back immediately when she see it. Told her the about it too.. Then she also very mad with that IDIOT. Then after work. TJ say I work till Friday, Thursday and Friday no need to wear uniform. So Friday return them. After work, we as usual walk together to MRT and then I stay up with YC and complain to him lor. Then complain to Ting and Amelia, then finally she de go off. Then reach home, tell mother and then when claire off work, called her up and complain again. Then when I online, I called Janice up and complain too. I called ping up again when she off work, then we complain again and ting called me and talk again. Then all reach home liao, all msn and complain lor. Complaining to all my friends that night. Haiz.

At the instant I really need someone beside me to support and help me. Haiz...A pity that I have no older brother nor boyfriend. If not, I am sure they will do something for me. Claire even suggest me to write in to Jo Lee...Haha, you know me, I where got the gut to do it. Not even gut to go right in front to confront him. Ting asked me to go MOM to complain. Well, same reason lor, no gut and no experience. Sometime I really wonder if my friends really understand me. I was jobless and in a ridicular manner. Haiz...They don't seem to understand it. Is it because they don't care it, none of their business or what lor. May they are not dang shi ren, so won't know the feeling and sadness in me. Haiz...Till now I still remember my sadness and anger. I will definitely get back to them. I will make sure they will realize their mistake. I am a person that is so easy going, seldom got enemy unless really hit me to extreme. And this time, that stupid OM really win le lor, I will sure remember him, idiot.

I SWEAR THAT I WILL NEVER RETURN TO POPULAR TO WORK AGAIN. In fact, this SP will be my last station liao....and I thought can go smoothly but then ended up like this....so he tear his face and I also don't care liao. Even though we do not know if TJ is good or bad...si di si you...but we enjoy working together. I mean quite fun lah even though they keep seeing mei nu. So when after talking to my friends. I decided not to go back liao. I msg TJ and tell him. And he no reply. So I send another msg see if he receive it boh mah, he say he understand how i feel because i ask him if he angry or what....or sleep liao? then he say he received the msg...he understand my feeling, not angry just don't know what to say. I also inform YC that I not going back. And he called me back and ask lor. People will immediately got reaction and me must wait till some time then reaction come out, when i heard the news, it mean nothing to me...then go home...wow say...big fire liao....really mad liao. Anyway I am too tired to talk and think liao. So I went to bed early. EVEN DIARY ALSO WANT TO BULLY ME. HAIZ. I WRITE SO LONG AND ALL GONE. SIAN AH. The first draft is more exciting but all gone, so could not express my emotion the same as first time. Haiz...