My New Look
Hey Friends, I finally went to make a change in my hairstyle. I went to Bugis Jean Yip. Wow, cost me $150 leh. Actually thought of giving a new look one because my hair really is so messy lor, but then that hairstyler say that my hair length still not suit to do much changes except let it grow longer lor. So does a little of trimming, make it look neater lor. Er, actually not much different lor, hairstyle is still similar to my previous. Haha...Except that I did it with colours. I asked the hairstyler to decide the colour for me. Hopefully not too bright cause afraid TAKA don't allow lor. Then the result is base colour is dark brown, too dark till I could not see it clearly, like black lor. Haha...Make no different lor. Then the highlights is bright bronze. Wow say seem so bright to me leh. Really not used it leh. I so afraid that I cannot go work and they ask me to dye back the colour. Wow...Then it will be a waste of my money. I first time went to big salon and first time dye hair leh. Got once a hairstyler from other shop hor, she say my hair is something like virgin hair, because I never do any dye, perm or whatever things on my hair except cut. Haha...Actually quite excited when I went to Jean Yip lor, expecting some change but at the same time scare lor, scare I waste my money or they spoilt my hair. Haha...But well, everything is over le.
Wow really cannot get used to the hair leh...How ah?
I really want to faint liao le...Keep asking Claire and Ping how, so bright leh...Really can mah? Confirm can mah? Wow don't know ask how many time liao le, and cannot stand liao le, give Ping a finally call for some console man.
So worry about it leh...Ai ya, forget it lah, what is done cannot be undone. See how it goes lah...
♥ Dream Do Come TRUE ♥ @ 9:57 PM
My Report Book...
Haha...It is time to hand in my report for my work. Just in case you guys want to know about my lifestyle.
Well, if I start work at 9.40am then I will off work at 6.40pm. Afternoon will start work at 12.40pm and off work 9.40pm. Morning ah, reach my work place and then change uniform. Er cannot wear to work must go there and change one, and I still go to toilet to change. Not used to changing at the locker room. Though most of them changes inside. A bit pai say leh...Haha..But if I work afternoon shift, I go home will change inside the locker room, because want to faster go home and then nobody see mah, so quick change and run. ;p
Early morning always clean glasses and mirrors, sweep floor, take the alternation stuffs to the alternation room but usually I only do either one of it. Then do nothing liao le. Wait for customers to buy things liao lor. Haha...I will always stand against the rack one and eye keep fly here and there, mind also fly here and there. Really got nothing to do lor. As I said, do cashiering the best. Though not very busy but at least got things to do and can sit down when free and no need to serve customers lor. You know me lah, not good in words and also not good in their products, so a bit got trouble in serving customer lor. Cashier easier mah, repeat same words to each customers lor. Haha...Then walk here and there lor, pretend do work lor, touch here and there and talk lor. That is all about my routine lor. Quite fixed and very free one.
Tell you some incident ba. A mother and her son think age 5 yrs old ba. Then a group of 3 boys aged about 18yrs old. One of the boy accidentally bump into the son lah. Then the mother siao liao le...scold the boy, yuan wang him that he hit her son, the boy already said sorry but she hit his arm and say like that called accident ah. Then hit another time at his arm. Wow, finally gave him a tight slap. So loud man. All the customers gather around to see shows one. Then one of them helped stand up for the boy. He said how can like that hit other people. Too bad lah, the boy look so decent and obedient, did not argue back lor. Wow liao, if I am given a slap, I will ask her don't move and call police or gave her a tight slap too. Ki siao one. Who gave her right to hit people. Somemore is her son fault lor, run here and there.
Hey today I met an ang moh, so shocked leh. He speak chinese one. He asked us in chinese do we have discount for the jackets. Then we all so shocked, because suddenly someone speak chinese. Haha...He speak quite good leh. Jia Ke = Jacket. Wow really leh, all kinds of people. Then shop close liao le, waiting to go home time, ai yo, that customer lah, so troublesome, her boyfriend so tall lah, then pant not long enough lah. Choose this and that. All wait for them to go leh. Then end up did not buy anything. Haiz yo. The girl look pretty and young lah and yet so fussy, the guy did not even say anything.
Wow today find out a lot of things leh. Haha...Gossips lah...The full time staffs all worked there for than 10 yrs liao le. Wow liao, so long man. They really can tahan man. Only Jenny work 4 yrs and Jonathan 2 yrs. Haha...I also a bit better liao le, last week no sales at all because I did not attend customer, all find helper to help me attend. Yesterday got think sold 1 and today got a few sales. Hehe... Though it is not a commission job but everyday eat egg not good lor. Haha...
John a bit like YC leh....Always go toilet one. But then no smoking lah. Like similar fate leh. How come everywhere I goes, always can see similar people. Like can see another version of the past figures. Someone look like TJ, someone like YC etc...Well, quite a few of them is smokers. They always find each other to go don't know go where to smoke. Haha...Jonathan, Willis, Micheal are confirmed smokers and I think Jin Long also, because can smell it and they always speak so loud jio each other to go behind. Haha...
Just wondering why all like to call my name Poh Kim, or Bao Jin. I looked funny meh or my name look funny? I do not really mind lah. Just kidding only lah, just thinking why only. I don't really called their name lor. A lot of them speak cantonese one leh. Okay lah, at least I know how to listen a bit lah. Hmmm...I like cantonese but then I do not know how to speak leh. Cantonese songs is nice, go KTV also delicate to someone who can sing. You don't expect us to sing Hokkien at KTV right? Very funny if sing hokkien, like very old like that. Remember once we went KTV with Wenxue and Da Chou, they delicate old songs and hokkien song. So funny...Haha...
Today dinner time, a bit scary leh. I eating alone mah, then a voice asking me if there is anybody sitting there. An unknown person. Heng is a girl lah. But I do not know her lor, somemore got so many seat around why choose to sit with me. Got empty table too. Quite pretty lah, young promoter. Throughout my dinner so many ????...Haha...she even smile at me. Weird, do I know her? Or do I look friendly? Because got so many empty table and just bian bian ask to sit beside me, my seating feng shui is good ah. Haha...
That Jin Long thought she is my friend and wanted to ask me to introduce to him. He say she is pretty, eye big big one. He ask me to go get to know her. Why I need to know her? Like so weird, eating and then introduce myself meh? Somemore I am that shy kind leh. Haha...Ai yo, he got girlfriend liao still see got interest in other girls. The more I see him, really like TJ leh. When he is serious hor, really quite scary just like TJ that type. Heard that her girlfriend is very pretty, compare to his first girlfriend. And then they could not believe he can have her as girlfriend. Indeed is really pretty. I did not get the chance to see her in person, but he showed me her photos in his hp. Like some kind of japanese star look. Sweet and beautiful. Then I asked him, really mah, your girlfriend or you anyhow show me a star photo. Guess if see in person, the girl will be even nicer. Photos already very nice liao le. Haha..guess what, he get to know her through working there. But the girl no longer work there liao le, change job le. Sound familiar hor, like TJ and her girlfriend hor? The girl work under the brand Fil A Fil. Then I expected liao le, expected that he know his girlfriend through work. Haha...How I know? As I told you I am very free one, eye look here and there. Then got newcomer promoter comes, he will always look at them. Haha..I come he also never look at me ah. So ai ya, 1 sentence, nan ren jiu shi xi huan kan mei nu lah. Actually he is not very handsome type lor, just pleasant looking, like you qiang hua diao type. Haha...Just wondering how come the girl like him. Haha..The power of LOVE.
LOVE?? What is that? I do not know. May be it is because I have not meet one yet. So how do I know is LOVE around? Sometime that is really a ? to me. Because I really do not know what it is like....Just pondering when I can get one...But I guess there is no hope one. Ever since young, I am in this shape and then no matter how I do, I still do not lose weight. Haha..So I do not cherish any hope of getting married, my heart is calm as water liao le. Then till Poly, get to know those funky friends. Always talk about all these things and I started to have feeling of getting loved and finding my other half. Haiz...But I know myself lah. Though they always say they believe each and everyone will have their other half, everyone is fated. It is just that time that everyone need. Well, how long do I need to wait. 30yrs or 40yrs. Haiz. Though I did not fall in love, but I am always sound like a Love Consultant, like understand their problems and always asked for advise lor. Hmmm....Guess can charge $$ liao le. Hahahaha....I don't stand any chance one. Therefore I do not think about it nor have any crush too. It is a pain to love someone. I don't want to add pain to my life. I want a happy go lucky life. And I wish that someone love me instead. Well, what usually people look at their other half? Body, Beauty, Inner characters or what other? Life sometime really contradicting. Want and don't want. Haha...
♥ Dream Do Come TRUE ♥ @ 1:26 AM
Nice Names
Actually nothing to do, too bo liao le, so thought of posting something over here.
Haha...So today topic will be nice names.
Name that I likes and I put into my story. Actually I like surname Ye, Yang, Dong or Xie, Rao and Tang also not bad. Don't really like Lim, Zhang or Lee..Like so bu tong. Then name for girl ah, I like Ke Xin, Jing Wen, Kai En, Kai Xin, Mei Xue, Wen Cui, Jie Min, Ying En, the word En is nice that is why I like to match it with En. Hey, I am not copying the Champion ah. These name have been in my diary long time ago liao le, just copy them over to here to let you guys see. See what a good choice I have and they really used it. Haha...For guys, Jia Jun, Jun Jie, Jun Feng, Xiang You and Huai En (I admit this one is copy one lah, know it from ping one) I like the word Jun and Jie and that is why I mix and match these words. Christian Name ah, actually not much leh, all so common one. Perhaps Tracy, Michelle, Joey, Jaime, I like something sweet and young type and if possible something extraordinary. Don't want those Ali, John, David, Mary, Lisa etc....So nan ting one. Haha... Er, For Christian name for guy ah, a bit no idea to it lor...Haha...
Newly Discovered Names:
楊思琦
王怡
Ying Xin
Bao Yi
Yi Er
Xin Er
♥ Dream Do Come TRUE ♥ @ 1:27 AM
Wooo...1 week liao
Haha...I have worked in Taka for 1 week liao le...Finally ai dao jin ri. First day already complain like siao liao le and leg super pain. Really almost cannot tahan to second day. Then super sian in working. But wei le $$, I got to bite my teeth and move on. And also must Thanks to my friends for their encouragement and also my own determination that help me through. Haha...Now I have slowly get used to it liao. Leg not very pain liao le. But I am still on the lookout for other suitable job lor. Once can find suitable and better one, I will jump lor..But then I scared I will get too emotional with the environment and will she bu de leave. Also I have been sending resume, go interview etc...do till sian liao le. Haiz..I will see how it goes lor. A bit sad also lor, because ping work 1 day and MIA. Haiz..if not, we will have each other accompany and might eat together lor. Well, ren ge you zhi, before work, alright can sense it liao le, after work even stronger. Haha...Anyway wish her all the best. May her find the job that she want. Also wish me to find a job that I want also.
Many people say that retail is not a suitable job for me unless I really like sales and also if the environment is good. I definitely would wish to do what is related to what I study but finding it is super difficult. Either there is too little job applications or they need experience one. Haiz, what the hell I am living in? I don't even know my road at all. Study better leh..no need to worry about work man.
Each and everyone have their own thinking. Some people like ping, as long happy can le..some people is want more pay. Some people is for interest.. so what am I looking for? Glad that Ting have found a job that she like, pay good, environment good, also to her interest. Well, not everyone is so lucky. I think if really cannot find, then I leave it liao le...I stay at where I am and then may be earn enough money and go study and change job lor..
I will make use of the chance to explore more people. Sometimes customer service can meet interesting people. Who knows? I someday might meet my prince charming. Hehehe...some more is rich type, cause all the items is super x over my department...men business wear lor.
Hmmm, the staffs in my department quite alright lah...But strange thing is I can sense that they do not really like John. Don't know why lor..He quite alright leh. Like a bit pity him lor, he always get say by Jane they all. John worked in Taka for 11 yrs le, worked there when Taka first established. Jenny also quite a nice person. Worked there for 4 yrs le, same as me blur blur when first start work there. Haha...I hate that Jonathan. Eeee...do not know why he always look at me in a strange pattern. Like kan bu shun yan how I do my work. Ai ya, first time see him, the impression he give me is lousy le. He like so hao lian, do his work like so so serious, too kua zhang le. Then they all always called me xiao mei. Actually okay lah, if not you want them to call me what. But I look xiao meh. Haha...The promotor also quite friendly lah, just that you know me lah, my face don't look friendly to them. So seldom talk lah.
First few days, do not know their name lor, now slowly know liao le. That Jin Long lah, always like to ka jiao me one. Always like to call my name at first called my full name then question him lor, always called full name like so funny. He look a bit like TJ, so skinny and tall, face ah, look a bit same lah, very fair also and the also like to look mei nu. The more I see him, the more I think he really resemble TJ leh. Actually think all guys the same lah, like to look mei nu lor, if not you want them to look what. On the other hand, just like we girls like to look handsome guys. Haha..
Hey got 1 little boy Bryan, same age as my brother, study TP ETCM first year. Haha...He asked me CEN good or not. EEEeee...I was tricked into choosing that silly course. Haha...At first see him, he don't seem like 18 leh, I thought he 20 or 22. Think he look a bit mature ba.
Then got another sup come back from her leave. Just given birth not long. Eeee....she ah, don't look friendly leh. Always say me this and that, hey I am new leh, what you expect? Jane another sup or Ann the manager also did not say me leh, everybody just say learn slowly. Haiz...
Promoters is more than customers. Haha...Got Willis (Free Willy), Florence (23yrs old but look like 26yrs old leh). Jin Long (22yrs old, not sure he got bluff me or not lah, always talk rubbish one, Jin Long Yu and my brother friend also called Jin Long too), Siti, Bryan, Cai Lai (this name is funny sound like in chinese why you just come), Hua Jie (this name sound like ginseng or perhaps colourful street), Michelle, Micheal (this one really looked like my that uncle, last time rent the room from us), still got a few ah...All in this small department of Men Business Wear. Ai yo, you see so many people. Ok lah, at first only know my staff names. Then later slowly get to know those promoters.
A pity Jastine leave liao le, when I work on second day, she is the first one to reach and then I auto go introduce myself. Haha...Strange hor, I don't usually introduce myself one leh. She also study in TP, IT course, 1 yr younger than me. Haha..Normally morning before lunch and night after dinner, usually little customers one. Anyway, most of the day is little customers. Then we just stand there and talk lor. I no need to do stock also lor. I like cashiering the best. Because got chair to sit. And no need to serve customer. As you know, I not good in my words and then I somemore do not know their products. People ask me this and that, I also do not know. Cashier easy leh...just that got a few cards I always mixed up, Japan card and Taka card. Haha...Jonathan like to serve customer rather than do cashier.
I am like typing a report of what I have found out from them while working. So Kpo hor, ask them this and that. Ask them Singaporean? How long they have been working there? Age? Where they lived? Wow say, a lot of them lived in Serangoon leh....Their interest like playing Pool, Jin Long don't like. Think most of them got go Chiong one leh...The guys hor super fast one when want to go home, all run like wu ying wu zhong one. Haha...Okay lah, a batch of young promoters lor, early 20. Not bad environment lah, got a lot of people lor. Then help one another lor. Haha...
♥ Dream Do Come TRUE ♥ @ 11:00 PM
Working Feeling
Wow so fast, that Takashimaya get back to us. And we are starting the job tomorrow liao le. A bit scared leh. Think it is because have not mentally prepare to work so fast. But I am jobless for around 1 month liao le. $$ left only a little bit. No choice have to accept it temporary lor. Well, temporary lah, finding other job at the same time.
♥ Dream Do Come TRUE ♥ @ 9:08 PM
Thoughts For The Year
Actually this year is not a good year for me. Chu chu pen ding zi. Haiz...Ever since we graduated last year, we have been working in Popular till september and rest then went back to Popular again till end of January. Then wow say, rest till this year July then found a contract store clerk. EEE....though environment and workload is okay. BUT then pay really really too little liao le...And somemore management is getting suck and lesser work to do liao, retrechment will soon be carried out therefore I resigned myself rather than they kick me out.
Well, what is over is already over. There is no turning back. Everybody got to move on...I can only say that all the unhappiness for the past is zi zao one. If time can turn back, it will be great. Haiz... If we did not go work in Popular last year, we will not know that good place and won't get to know those friends. Got good and bad points lor...Now ended up we missed that place so much. Haiz...
So fast, now already November. Graduated from school last year and now almost one and a half year liao le...Also so fast all of our 21st birthday over liao le...Next year 22nd, wow liao...we don't really get to enjoy much this year and so fast next year liao le...Sob sob...
Actually quite disappointed in my 21st birthday, because it feel to me as same to my past celebration. Ting though do not open any chalet nor much celebration because amelia is sick and we went to her house to celebrate. But her birthday is just one day before valentine day and she get to celebrate with her boyfriend so romantic in hotel stay. As for Ping, she open a BBQ, well quite good lor, a lot of people went and quite happy and fun day. Amelia leh, she celebrate with her cousin and cell group friends and of course our surprise appearance. WQ ah, think got 2 batch of friends help him celebrate lor, we went out for dinner and KTV leh...Then JX also open a BBQ. Even my friend Claire, she open a chalet, also same day as ping's BBQ. Haha...I am the only one so bo liao one, just went out as usual. And then it seem such an disappointing day because we got no plan in it, walk here and there. And the food is also x lor. Cake not yummy enough leh. I like cake leh, because that is only time I can get to eat it. I normally don't get to eat it unless birthday lor. Sob sob...I like ping's birthday cake the most, so yummy and nice. Haiz...Also all like not so happy with it. That is why I am encouraging Janice to open chalet, if not she will definitely regret because I am the one who regret in not opening chalet nor BBQ. So I hope she will open it. Haiz...Just like, my 21st is over le. There is no point in opening chalet nor BBQ next year. Because there is no meaning in doing so. Haiz..Guess not celebrating my birthday anymore liao le. May be till when I have boyfriend to help me celebrate it.
Really lor, when you are 21, it will gonna be very fast to 22, 23 and so on. Wow old liao le. And getting to feel lonely liao le. Why leh? Everyday got 24hrs, half of it is busy in work and transport, another half of it, at home rest, eat and sleep liao lor. Life really so sian leh. All born just to work.
♥ Dream Do Come TRUE ♥ @ 7:51 PM
Memory Of My Past!
I just came back from the visit of my good buddy blog. Haha...As I read it, I feel like laughing. The way she wrote it, is funny and she has wrote out all our happy memories into her blog and it remind me too of our past working experience in Popular. It was really very happy. What she say in her blog reflect my thinking because we work together, have fun, play, eat together and we understand together. Haha....So guess only me and Ping know why we like that place so much. Well, it is the best place on EARTH. But fate is making fun of us. Everything has ended so fast and in an unhappy manner and not once it is TWICE. Haiz...How come like this leh...Well, the last unhappiness is somehow we create one.
Actually, sometime I would think that if we never went to SP to work, we will not be struck in that happy environment and would not have went back the second time but then things always have good and bad, good is that we have happy memories and get to know friends that clicked. Bad is that, it is tough to move on, because too good environment that caused us to keep comparing the place with other. There is no turning back. Haiz...What to do, life still have to go on. Just hope that time will tell it.
Now lets travel back to past!
The first batch story have been unfold in Ping blog. So I can skip that and talk more on second batch. TJ, extraordinary hao se de nan ren from the way he always talk and his interest in it. Always like to see mei nu and talk about mei nu. Haha...But he can say a good guy when he is serious and also clever guy lah but very arrogant, always so xiao zhang and xuan yao how good this and that. But overall not bad guy lah. Da Chou, no much different with TJ, just not as hao se as him, a extreme clever and smart guy. Too clever that make me feel so scared at first but now okay le lah. Wen Xue, he is a good guy, a funny guy also. Whenever we see him, we always feel like laughing because he always did funny sound and actions, just like ping say, no need to think joke, the way he talk is already very funny liao le, the way he do thing also very funny. Then we keep playing Zhong Ji Mi Ma, lose do something such as tag price for the invoice, bring carton in, throw rubbish etc...
Well they don't really like YC because they think he is too nagging. Wu Kong ah, haha....In fact, I don't really mind it lah, because we have get used to it liao to his nagging, anyway YC is a good guy, though nagging a bit, but what he say is true lor. He got more life experience than us. In chinese, eat salt more than we do. Haha...Guide us a lot lor. Haha...Though we have little time with this 2nd batch, think less than 2 months but still fun and enjoyable.
From this part onward, the story is copy and paste from my past diary that I have wrote last time. I only did some editing to it.
That particular saturday before we going to going into unhappiness. It is a super sad day. It is about our decision in accepting a stupid post. TJ went for meeting the previous afternoon and then ping ask him to help us about my post. So that morning, he called us out and sit down outside the store. From the pattern his face has tell us that there will not be good new. Haiz. So he say, I will be under review, and he suggest don't wait for the post. Reason that Stupid Idiot HOON gave is not enough bugdet to employ. I act like normal, while ping totally keep quiet and sad, angry. TJ say the store still need people so can keep me till I find job. Haiz. I am feeling uneasy. After work, we meet Ting and headed down to Orchard. Ping still bu gan xin, and call TJ again, ask him to ask again. When night come, my mood was super moody. Really moody. When think of Monday need to go work and it was Ping last day. I super sian liao. Hiaz...why why... Because we are leaving away from each other. We have each other company ever since we graduated, same time got job, same time work and even same time jobless. Haha...Actually I am a strange person, because I would not responded immediately if I received any good or bad news till a few hours later. Because I need time to digest the information and then my mood will start to change. Haha...Strange right?
I remeber Ping went to HQ to sign paper. She still bu gan xin and ask the hr again. This time answer is they have employ people liao. What the hell they doing. So shitty man. He approached us first, earlier than those on interviews. And say we got work popular, got priority yet what is the result. Somemore everybody confirm we can go out together one. But yet, I am left behind, hao ting is under review, bu hao ting is rejected you. If I went to apply the post, I get rejected, never mind lor. But it was he approach us one. If he no intention to employ me, why on earth to ask me to go interview. SO IDIOT HOON. HAIZ....A lot to complain leh. Which I do not want to say anymore. One sentance Wo Bu Gan Xin. Haiz...IDIOT....
Following day, Ping report to work in White Sand. First time get seperated from her. I am so sad. Really leh. No one to accompany liao. No one to talk to liao. I will be lonely. Also I got no face to stay behind. ALL SHITTY HOON FAULT and is also somehow wo men zi cao de. Haiz. If did not accept, we will not be in this stupid shit. What can I say, what is done, cannot be undone. I am damn moody liao. I don't know what I want to say. A lot of things floated in my mind. A lot of complaining....I do not want to think about it. I want to start all over again. Start Afresh from next monday.
A even bad and shocking new received. That day Ping confirmed with me that she will tell her decision to quit popular to her manager that night. I was working as usual. Then TJ suddenly pop out from outside to inside and ask me to go out. I go out and then cannot see him, thought he go where and ask Wenxue and Dachou. Then they say TJ called you ah, and say he go behind. So I went to behind and see him standing there and asking me to come. I could sense something bad is happening from his facial expression. Then he told me, somehow the head and got the news of ping is quiting. That IDIOT HOON also somehow know and TJ also somehow know. In fact, he know liao mah. Haha...and I shocked to ask is it, why they know, how they know. Ping so fast say liao meh. Then he say don't know, may be she leak her plan of leaving to the staff there and they told the head. But anyway, you need to go off with her. Then I har, why. She quit, why I also need to go. They say I must go off within this week, so when you want your last day. I say you decide lor. Then he say will tell me later. And then return all the tags and uniform on your last day. Then I ask, whose decision, who tell him, he say Kar Han. I ask why not that IDIOT HOON say meh. Then he say he do not want to be bad person and nobody want to be a bad person too. When I got back, I told YC the news. And then Wenxue and Dachou pop out in front of me and ask how. And say you need tissue, I buy for you free. Haiz...IDIOT. Sian ah. Then I called Ping, but she is working so cannot answer call and I purposely give her a lot of missed calls so that she will call back immediately when she see it. Told her the about it too.. Then she also very mad with that IDIOT. Then after work. TJ say I work till Friday, Thursday and Friday no need to wear uniform. So Friday return them. After work, we as usual walk together to MRT and then I stay up with YC and complain to him lor. Then complain to Ting and Amelia, then finally she de go off. Then reach home, tell mother and then when claire off work, called her up and complain again. Then when I online, I called Janice up and complain too. I called ping up again when she off work, then we complain again and ting called me and talk again. Then all reach home liao, all msn and complain lor. Complaining to all my friends that night. Haiz.
At the instant I really need someone beside me to support and help me. Haiz...A pity that I have no older brother nor boyfriend. If not, I am sure they will do something for me. Claire even suggest me to write in to Jo Lee...Haha, you know me, I where got the gut to do it. Not even gut to go right in front to confront him. Ting asked me to go MOM to complain. Well, same reason lor, no gut and no experience. Sometime I really wonder if my friends really understand me. I was jobless and in a ridicular manner. Haiz...They don't seem to understand it. Is it because they don't care it, none of their business or what lor. May they are not dang shi ren, so won't know the feeling and sadness in me. Haiz...Till now I still remember my sadness and anger. I will definitely get back to them. I will make sure they will realize their mistake. I am a person that is so easy going, seldom got enemy unless really hit me to extreme. And this time, that stupid OM really win le lor, I will sure remember him, idiot.
I SWEAR THAT I WILL NEVER RETURN TO POPULAR TO WORK AGAIN. In fact, this SP will be my last station liao....and I thought can go smoothly but then ended up like this....so he tear his face and I also don't care liao. Even though we do not know if TJ is good or bad...si di si you...but we enjoy working together. I mean quite fun lah even though they keep seeing mei nu. So when after talking to my friends. I decided not to go back liao. I msg TJ and tell him. And he no reply. So I send another msg see if he receive it boh mah, he say he understand how i feel because i ask him if he angry or what....or sleep liao? then he say he received the msg...he understand my feeling, not angry just don't know what to say. I also inform YC that I not going back. And he called me back and ask lor. People will immediately got reaction and me must wait till some time then reaction come out, when i heard the news, it mean nothing to me...then go home...wow say...big fire liao....really mad liao. Anyway I am too tired to talk and think liao. So I went to bed early. EVEN DIARY ALSO WANT TO BULLY ME. HAIZ. I WRITE SO LONG AND ALL GONE. SIAN AH. The first draft is more exciting but all gone, so could not express my emotion the same as first time. Haiz...
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